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Tuesday, November 30
Kena pang sei again today... haiz... though i acted fine in front of them, i will be lying if i say i dun feel disgusted... issit fated in my life tat i always get pang sei???
wasted the third day in a row rotting at home again... onli 1 week left now... then i'll be off to tekong chalet, starting a 4-month slimming programme... it's 2.45pm now, wonder if there'll anything to do later...
Countdown to enlistment: 8 days (oh no its down to single digits le!!!)
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2:34 PM
Saturday, November 27
Today marks the beginning of a very sian 3-days for me... TYS, KL and JK are at their class chalet, KKK flew to Thailand, DW super not on and i've got no gf... sian....
Basically did close to nothing today, tats not thw way i shld be spending my final days in civilisation u noe.... HAIZ...
JuZ tAkE a LoOk aT mE nOw...
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7:28 PM
Friday, November 26
Yea its finally all over, and the 13-day countdown has started... been busi the past 2 days, collecting jerseys, playing pool and World Combat. And today had soccer training in the morning, KTV in the afternoon and some LAN games at nite... Juz reached home onli, and i feel totally shagged...
Basically had a very bad day yesterday, firstly got sunburnt from swimming in the morning, then got very frustrated handling the jerseys stuff... The worse was waiting for a reply that never came... waited for 6.5 hrs before the ans came, and it was a rejection as usual... Haiz, am i really that bad???
NS coming very very soon, think i shld juz forget her ba... Can find another ger if i go university... if i fail to make it to U, then i'll take the NS money and look for a racing seat in Europe, starting from scratch, and hopefully fulfil my dream of becoming a F1 driver in the future... Yea thats abt it, my plans for the future.... Now shld juz get myself mentally ready to go through hell physical training for 4 months... Dun worry, i will get out alive and kicking...
Countdown to enlistment:12 days
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11:24 PM
Sunday, November 21
Today so sian... everybody else is mugging hard, either for bio or for econs, and for the suay ones both... only me slacking at home... really so sian ar.... cant wait for A levels to finish, so tat can go out and pray.. oh sorry is play until crazy... play until "tian hun di an" and also most importantly our match against GY team... lol.. sounds abit funni isn't it???
wa really sian... no tv shows to watch also... the EPL match like not late tonite... dun think i'll be watching ba... Play game oso play until sian liao... Thought tmrl will have an interesting day, but it wasn't to be... Haiz sian, shld have expected it long ago, but i still held on to tat tiny hope...
Think tats all ba... nothing much to say oso... really nothing to do now... ARGGGHHHHHH....
Countdown to end of A levels: 4 days
Countdown to enlistment: 17 days
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9:22 PM
Oh yea.. finally a long needed break... nothing much so say oso, since this place isn't exactly the safest to say out the words in my heart...
I'll juz write out the post A level activities for me and the Senghou Gang:
25th Nov: collect jerseys, play pool
26th Nov:
soccer training, KTV, send kkk off at the airport
27-29Nov: Nothing scheduled, "chalet period"
30th Nov:
socccer training, shopping for prom clothes and my Montoya cap
1st Dec: Nothing scheduled, still available... maybe go play LAN or wad lor
2nd Dec:
soccer training, prepare for class BBQ
3rd Dec: class BBQ
4th Dec:
soccer training(light), eat steamboat, thon at JK's hse to play...
5th Dec:
Matchday, go back to JK's hse for more games
6 Dec: Basketball, PROM
7th Dec: Shave my head, pack my things, maybe can play pool again
8th Dec: Bye Bye all my frens... cya during Christmas again...
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9:48 AM
Friday, November 19
Some of the latest headlines in F1:
Red Bull have purchased the Jaguar F1 team, the new team will be known as Red Bull F1. The Milton Keynes outfit is thus able to participate in the 2005 F1 World Championships. Their driver lineup has not been announced yet but last year's race driver Christian Klien, test driver Bjorn Wirdheim and reigning F3000 champion Vitantonio Liuzzi have all been scheduled to test in the interim Red Bull F1 car.
WilliamsF1 will be holding a driver shoot-out from 26 Nov at Barcelona to determine their 2nd driver for the 2005 season. Contrary to popular belief, David Coulthard is not among the trio fighting for the Williams race seat, ending his hopes of driving a front-running car next year. The lucky threesome are test driver Antonio Pizzonia, Jordan race driver Nick Heidfeld and BAR test driver Anthony Davidson.
Honda have purchased 45% of the BAR F1 team, staking their claims to have control over the team. It's widely expected Honda will acquire the entire team within the next year, b4 the ban on tabacco advertising is imposed in 2006.
(For ur info, BAR's main sponsor is Lucky Strike, a famous brand of cigarettes)
Toyota have agreed to supply race engines to the Jordan F1 team for the 2005 season. This would mean a dramatic improvement for the EJ15, as Toyota's race engines are known to be one of the most powerful ones. This deal could also result in Toyota race driver Ryan Briscoe getting the nod to race in a Jordan next year, most probably replacing the almost-certainly-leaving Nick Heidfeld.
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11:46 PM
The marathon is over!!! So are my hopes for good grades... Dun have any papers tat i feel very confident about, especially Physics paper 2... think i flunked it... but no matter wad, its all over... dun tok about it le...
Think i'll be doing something this few days, but there's a big obstacle in front of me, a big big red alert... shucks... how?? it's getting tougher and tougher, but i'll go for it definitely...
Here's a song from Westlife "I did it for you":
Life without taking chances
Is no kind of life at all
You've gotta stand up for something
Even if you might fall
Gotta take the road
Wherever it might go
No matter where, no matter what
I want you to know
I want you to know
I...
Tried to do my best
To do the best I could
I...
Had to give my all
It's what I had to do
And I'd...
Do it all again
And that's the honest truth
I...
I did it for you
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9:15 PM
Monday, November 15
Juz a short post today, now taking a break from my STATS... I muz score well for this paper to have any hopes of a decent Math grade....
Woke up today shivering, 1st time i ever shivered in my air-con room, think i got a fever... still abit giddy now... But nvm, i will work hard to salvage wadaeva i can for Math.
To all my frenz, good luck for the 4-day A level marathon... It will be over soon...
Countdown to end of A levels: 10 days
Countdown to enlistment: 23 days
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3:20 PM
Sunday, November 14
Yet another day closer to the marathon... got 5 papers in the space of 4 days next week. This critical period will decide whether i do well anot for the A levels. Juz had diarrhoea this morning... cos my mum never tell me the condensed milk in the fridge spoil le then i go make Milo with it yesterday. Wah lau make me "qian nian dua lao"...
Continued to mug physics today, cos i'm depending on physics and chem for my As. Think my math TCMI, i'll be happy with a C.
Sian lei... all i can say now is that i feel very confused. Its really "jing tui liang nan" for me... I would let myself down if i retreated, but i alady know wad the outcome would be if i advanced... How??? Do i advance or retreat???
Countdown to end of A levels: 11 days
Countdown to enlistment: 24 days
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9:14 PM
Saturday, November 13
Woke up today feeling extremely happy, cos i had a good dream... 2 in fact, and the 2nd one is continuation from the first one sia... haha... But b4 u guys think dirty, those 2 are "clean" dreams... Dreamt that i got my dream gal to go study with me... WOAH!!! The feeling is super shiok...
The dream was so real that i woke up smiling, then realised it was juz a dream... But i wanna get tat feeling again so i went back to sleep again, though i intended to wake up early for NBA game. But the dream no more le... gone with the wind le... so i reluctantly got out of bed and watched Miami Heat vs San Antonio Spurs while i studied physics....
The day passed juz liddat, studied physics all the way till dinner time. Then go makan at plaza with frenz and then go alvin hse watched Spurs vs Arsenal. Wad an amazing london derby!!! It ended 5-4 to the Gunners, and boy oh boy was it full of entertainment. All 9 goals were scored by different players, but the most bizarre thing was Lauren taking the penalty instead of the mercurial Thierry Henry.
Now back at home pondering about my future, realised my hopes for the post A-level activities are very slim... Nvm ba, juz cherish my dream can liao i think...
That day listen to "Yin Yue Ri Ji" on Yes93.3 and heard a very nice song by Xiao Hu Dui. The song is "Fang Xin Qu Zui" but i juz cant find the download... so any kind souls out there who have the song pls lemme know, and let me download from you...
Countdown to end of A levels: 12 days
Countdown to enlistment: 25 days
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10:43 PM
Friday, November 12
Some of the latest movement of riders on the MotoGP scene...
Today the Gresini Racing and Marco Melandri reached an agreement for the 2005 season. The young Italian will ride a RC211V with the Telefonica MoviStar Honda MotoGP Team as Sete Gibernau's new team mate. Thanks to this agreement, the Team is now complete and Fausto Gresini will line up next year the 22 year old 250 World Champion together the experienced Sete Gibernau, MotoGP Vice Champion for the second year in a row.
The Red Bull KTM Team has confirmed it will enter four riders in two classes, 250cc and 125cc, in the FIM Road Racing World Championship for 2005. Australian rider Anthony West will spearhead the assault in the 250cc world championship on an all-new KTM machine. For the 125cc world championship current Red Bull KTM rider Mika Kallio will be joined by Spanish teenager Julian Simon and Hungarian Gabor Talmacsi in an expanded three rider squad.
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11:50 AM
Thursday, November 11
Nothing much happened today, juz plain mugging... Decided not to post anything private here anymore, feels very exposed here, thanx to curry...
Anyway WilliamsF1 will be holding trials for 4 drivers in a bid to determine their driver line-up next season. The trials will take place from 26-28 Nov, at Barcelona. Those involved are Antonio Pizzonia, Nick Heidfeld, Anthony Davidson and veteran David Coulthard. It'll be nerve-wracking for these ppl, the driver that performs best in the FW26 would be racing in a front-running car, the FW27, next season whilst the rest may have to sit out the season. Bearing in mind that the Fw26 isn't a very user-friendly car, experience will count the most and this plays into the hands of David Coulthard, who has 150 Grand Prix starts under his belt.
However, my money is on Nick Heidfeld to be chosen by the Grove team. He has a lot of F1 experience despite a relatively young age, and also performed very well in hopeless cars for the past few seasons...
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10:58 PM
Mark Webber, confirmed race driver for WilliamsF1 in 2005, but who will his team-mate be??? He will be one of those 4 below...
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10:57 PM
The 4 WilliamsF1 hopefuls: (clockwise from top-left): Anthony Davidson(BAR test driver), David Coulthard(McLaren race driver), Antonio Pizzonia(Williams test driver), Nick Heidfeld(Jordan race driver)
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10:55 PM
Wednesday, November 10
Juz kana "pang sei", haizz..., the feeling is terrible. The person isn't juz anybody, that person is K. She juz messaged me to ask about an elctromagnetic induction question and i didn't know how to solve it. In desperation i rang alvin for help and he solved it for me. Then K said she'll call me later to ask bout some other questions. This really thrown me into action... i dun remember her calling me other than once earlier in the year, when computers worldwide were hit by the sasser worm. I went straight to look over my physics notes the moment i reached home, and surprisingly i managed to understand all the concepts that i once thought were out of my comprehension range. Guess they call that power of love.
But then she juz SMSed and said she understood the problems alady, how disappointed i am... Thought i could hear her voice right here right now, but i wasn't to be... Anyway to keep my hopes alive she said she'll call if she has anymore queries later, hope it happens!!! I also juz finished the Math P1 and Chem P3, dun wanna talk about them anymore... I am really FINISHED...
Countdown to end of A levels: 15 days
Countdown to enlistment: 28 days
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1:36 PM
Monday, November 8
Phew... Chemistry paper 3 is finally over... have been stressing over it for days, i even lost sleep yesterday. Then woke up this morning with a terrible headache that just wouldn't go away, thought i was gonna faint on the bus. But i managed to struggle to school and still had a little time left to "catch the buddha's legs".
The paper was quite easy i thought, actually i had already expected it to bo do-able, having gone thru last year's paper and found i was able to handle the question. Nothing much to worry about, i did my best, juz made a stooooopid careless mistake. I forgot about the 2 lone pairs of electrons around Xenon and actually deduced that Xenon Fluoride is tetrahedral, instead of square planar... ARGGGGHHHHHHH, sian... gave away 3 marks juz liddat... HAIZZZZ...
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1:42 PM
Saturday, November 6
Wad a tiring day, have been mugging for close to 10 hours now... minus away the lunch, dinner and toilet breaks. I'm damn tired now... never studied so hard ever in my life... But still got alot more work to do for my chemistry. I'm going for a A, yea tats my target, going all out for the final lap!!!
To all my frenz who are going into battle with me, i wish u all the best and lets all go to the U together!!!
Quote-of-the-day: "The shortest way to do things is to do only one thing at a time" (Richard Cech)
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8:35 PM
Thursday, November 4
First written paper of the final round, GP today. I thought they were fairly easy papers, much more do-able than the prelim papers. I wrote question 4 on whether scientists shld be held responsible for their inventions. I dunno if i had written out of point, cos i mostly write about technology in general. I abit worried ar, hope its still acceptable and i wun fail the paper. Then paper 2 was quite a breeze, i was able to spend alot of time on my application, hope i did a great job in that section.
After the papers i went to have lunch with KL, Amos and the s4 guys. Had a funni discussion on the vocab section. DM said stimulate= turned on, like not funni sia... And he talked damn loud lor, think everyone within 5 metre radius of our table could hear him. Super pai sei, so we hurriedly left, with everyone staring at us... LOL. Then JK keep coming to our tables and spoke about the Totti stamping incident, KL even heard it wrongly as tortoise step on ppl.... HAHA.
At about 2pm i reached home and started mugging while watching "Tian Cai GoGoGo", worked really hard on my Math cos i reckon there ain't enough time left for me to prepare for Math Paper 1 and Chem Paper 3. Managed to finish all the major topics like integration, trigo and complex numbers etc... I really wanna do well for this exam, it means everything to me. If i dun make it to U, thats it... I dun intend to repeat even if i can. Thats my future gone, my future salaries will be 1k and not 3k per month. How to find a wife and support family???
Then today also had a lengthy SMS conversation with K again, i asked about how she did in the GP exam. She wasn't confident with her answers at all, so she was rather sad about not doing well. I tried hard to console her but damn... i am so inept at offering condolences... Haiz, in the end tried to cheer her up by cracking lame jokes. It worked to a certain extent, but then again she always ended our conversations but asking me to go study and not disturbing me liao... Am i really so boring? Or is she just wary of me, and not wanting to chat so much with me?
Thats not all of my troubles. The N alert level has been moved to the highest level. Its Red Alert, Mayday now. I feel she's trying to "u noe" me, keep calling me and asking me simple chemistry questions. Dunno if she's that stupid or bcos she got ulterior motives... Right now i better beware of her and i'm trying to avoid her. I am gonna take a long time to respond to her SMSes, and be cold to her when she calls me. U may say i'm bad, but i really dun like her at all...
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10:28 PM
Tuesday, November 2
Wow i had an amazing day. First thing to happen was that N called me in the morning, and asked me to study with her. Well i couldn't find any reasons to reject her, so i reluctantly agreed, and at the same time i immediately radioed for help. I didn't want to study with her alone, its too scary, she might get mistaken so i called KL to go along as well. Being the good samaritan he is, KL agreed to come. Then it suddenly dawned on me that i could ask K to join us, hey i thought that was a brilliant idea, but she didn't think so. She didn't promise to come by telling me she'll decide later, and asked me to go ahead first. Darn, i wanted to walk her to HP from the house, but anyway i juz went there alone, found a seat at Mac and started mugging.
All of a sudden it starting raining heavily, and thats when i thought "oh no, K is not coming for sure, wad a downpour it was"Oh yea, forgot to mention that juz b4 i left home, N messaged me and said she's not coming anymore, wad a relief! Back to K, yea true enuf i received an sms about 30mins later saying she's not coming. I was spot on, but hey, i shouldn't be happy bout that rite? wads wrong with me? But nevertheless it was a good thing cos i didn't wan her to get caught in the rain, and also made me focus on my Math. I was alone in Mac till about 4pm, when KL finally arrived. We did some work, and also chatted abit on our team tactics and selections. KL gave me a brilliant idea on how to get K out after A levels. I can ask her to help mi select my Prom clothes!!! This is great, now i can look forward to spending sometime with her after the exams... YEAH!!!
At bout 6pm we left, and i went home to have dinner. Went back to my integration notes after that, and was very surprised to get a sms from K. She asked whether i was still studying at HP, then we had quite a lengthy conversation, was really delighted to see her take the initiative to message me. That has never happened b4, except when we were doing PW together. It really warmed my heart somehow, tats why i'm in a very good mood now. Well she asked about my enlistment and reminded me to enjoy myself in the last 12 days. I certainly will heed her advice, but i'm gonna enjoy my last 12 days with her!!!
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10:17 PM
Monday, November 1
Today went back to school to collect the 16th Batch Odac Tees with KL, then met KKK and others in the college. But Mr Goh not around to had to wait, so i juz did some Math questions from the TYS, plus one challenging binomial question posted by Amos. I tried hard and nearly got the answer, but in the end we had to make use of Mr Kwek's superior Math expertise to solve it. Gained valuable knowledge from this, now i know how to tackle this kind of problem. Then finally saw Mr Tan at 1.30pm, and he let us take the T-shirt. So funni sia, he didn't even know we gotta pay for it, we nearly got free T-shirts...LOL. But in the end, the plan was foiled by KKK's big mouth. Then Mr Tan gave us the pies that he dun want to eat, we were supposed to share it but basket, KL and KKK used all means to block my attempts, in the end finally got a sneak attack on the pie and haha.... i got a bite.
Later in the afternoon, me and KL went to KKK's hse to study, supposedly la, but ended up talking about our soccer team, and our jerseys. Sian lor KKK kept his sister in the room all the time i was there, never get to see her at all....HAHA... We came up with a brilliant formation thats gonna bring us victory against GY's team. Cant wait for the day when we actually face them, heard they bought their own jerseys as well, so there's gonna be intense rivalry for sure. All of a sudden MotoGP came on StarSports and it was a joy to see World Champion Valentino Rossi overtaking one after another. "The Doctor", as they call him, is the first ever rider to win the championship with different constructors. He won last year's with Honda, and this year's with Yamaha, wad a brilliant racer he is. And word is he might be racing in a Ferrari next year if the Maranello team are forced to run their 3rd car, cos we need 20 cars on the grid according to the Concorde Agreement. Juz imagine a MotoGP champion racing in F1...
And now barely a week since this year's F1 season ended, i'm alady missing the sport. Feels sort of uneasy juz thinking of not seeing those powerful cars for 2 years, not hearing the sounds of the 3-litre V-10 engines, not hearing the lively commentary from Chris Goodwin and Steve Slater. OMG, can someone pls think of a way for me to catch next season's F1? Hopefully i get drafted into Police, so that i can report to duty on Monday and not miss any F1 action on Sundays. I am thinking of buying a F1 cap soon, to cover my bald head in NS obviously, and also to show my support to the Williams team. So i wanna buy a JP Montoya cap with this big no. 3 printed on it, does anyone knows where the hell in Singapore do they sell F1 merchandise?
The nightmare is back, juz got a call from N today. She asked me about work and stuff, but seem to be wanting to drag our conversation. In the end we chatted for about an hour, haiz... Why dun i have such conversations with K??? I really dun wan N to get the wrong idea about us, cos i'm spending all 12 days to go after K, and really dosen want to be distracted by her at this moment. The worst part is that she's going for the Prom too, wad if she asks to dance with me??? I'm not gonna do that cos i wan K to be my dance partner, but it'll be very ungentlemanly to reject N if she asks... HOW???
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